Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Nov. 4......




I felt I had to blog today because in the instance of one night, America elected it's first African American President. Words can not express what has gone through my mind this entire time. The day didn't start easy as I had to wait till I was approved to vote since my precinct didn't have my name on the list. I was nervous but willing to wait no matter how long it took, because my right to vote means so much to me. I finally got to vote even with the wacked up system in Louisiana, a large sheet where you press names and stuff, weird, can I have a computer please, ok thanks so much!!!

As I watched the the electoral votes come in and then Obama's speech, I was grateful, thankful, and  filled with emotions I haven't felt in a long time. I couldn't and still can't believe what has happened. I sat starry eyed as a 5 year old, not thinking but watching and trying to soak up every single word Obama said. I also must mention how proud that my first lady is a woman I want to become. One who is resilient, powerful, intelligent, and fearless in her decisions. She is  a role model for young girls across the world and I definitely will continue to follow her.  

One thing I must bring up though is how optimistic I am with this election. I truly believe in Obama but it seems that people are thinking change is going to happen over night, like today. Last time I checked, Bush is in office, the stock market is still failing and the housing market is in  a crisis. People still can't find jobs and children are going without the proper daily needs such as food and clothing. I'm sorry but I know Obama's election is great for us, but he better change this mess, but at the same time, we must be patient. I was watching an interview where a chick was saying now she won't have to worry about her mortgage payments. Really homegirl? Stupid comments like that make me wander what the hell is wrong with some people. Let's not be dumb, shuffling doing two steps in the office and thinking all is well. Guess what, IT'S NOT STILL. But Obama symbolizes PROMISE and with the way society is going, promise is heralded in a higher beacon of light. I never thought I would see this day and movies such as Head of State made us laugh but say, ehhhh it won't happen , but for African Americans, and all Americans, it has.

We are desperate, we need change, YES WE CAN, for now.....

Friday, October 24, 2008

It's been a long time....


Oh my word.....
It has been crazy times for myself. Between being a GA on campus, mentoring in athletics, and going to grad classes, I'm swamped. All in all I have still found myself having time to go to an away football game, shocker and even slowly adjusting to LSU. It's been a test and I have my days but slowly I am starting to like it here alot. The office I work in is like family and my cohort mates have become my partners in crime. SO much has happened  since my last post:

1. That guy that was a little off, is now my friend
2. I do not want to be a faculty member on the tenured route
3. No matter what age a guy is, he still has little boy 2nd grade flashback tendencies in him which drive me nuts
4. Chicks take things too seriously, lighten up for christ sakes
5. I miss UT, but it's not as bad as it was in September
6. If I see one more Tebow circumcision story, I may do something real bad
7. Go Titans
8. The weather outside is frightful, ok not so much but 40 degrees in the South.....
9. ATL Housewives is  a hot mess that you want to deny but get drawn in EVERYTIME it comes on, and I mean everytime
10. Capricorns, including myself are crazy, what the hell is wrong with us and these moods of ours

Overall I'm looking forward to what happens this semester but who knows what can occur, till next time.
Happy there Nicole:)
 

Friday, September 19, 2008

It's Friday....


I was not going to blog today, It's Friday, I'm tired from the week and I just want to chill but then last night happened. So I'm in my grad class and we're choosing topics for college student sub-populations we want to research and present on, I of course chose student athletes, but a PhD student did the same. Now I'm not one to back down but I'm not looking for a fight either. Let's just say homeboy was not excited about me picking the subject. I mean what did he expect, I actually am working in this particular field and understand the issues while he's a financial guy or something, who can't even spell. Mmm hmmm

Anyways I was like ok so what do you want to do and he's not sure. My professor makes the suggestion of one doing male and the other female athletes. As quick as that suggestion flew out, I knew what was about to happen. Before I could even respond, ole boy is like you can do female and I'll do male. WTF? Seriously, do I look like I'm gonna just fall back and say sure, you can choose while I just obey and bow down. SORRY I'M NOT THE ONE!!!! What a secretive sexist comment. Is it because I'm a woman that I have to focus on women aspects in every manner. NO. I have no issue with female athletes but that one line pushed me over the top. I snapped back, Sorry but I'm not doing that, uh oh REWIND on you, pick your jaw up PhD. loser. Eventually, I came up with a better topic that focuses on first year athletes on college campuses but the issue with all of this is that I'm really starting to despise men and PhD. students in general. This can be seen as ALL WRONG. I'm sick of these double standards in society and just because you have something swinging between your legs does give you some unwritten RIGHT to talk down to women but as I mentioned, I'm not the one and he better get it straight!!!

I am calmer now since I had a talk with my cohort at Plucker's, who actually brought up the issue and had my hot tamales from Walgreen's. I'll be OK but please be sure to know I'm in an EXTREMELY short mood and I will bite your head off and steal your shoes the next. Wait, OK so I won't steal your shoes but you get my drift.

On a another note good luck to my college teams this weekend. I expect Texas and LSU to win!!!!

P.S. What's with blogger spell checking LSU, wow seriously, NEXT!!!!!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Oh Snap....

Wow,
After being in grad school for 3 weeks, surviving a hurricane and questioning my eternal sanity, I decided it was time to start a blog. Maybe this will be the gateway to freedom.... or NOT. We'll see. I'm looking forward to the journey muhahahahaaaa!
~C