For a quick moment I was 5 again....

Ok so tonight in class I had a special moment happen for me. I had a great role playing/therapy session and well I was overly praised by my professor and classmates. It was so weird, I mean I didn't know what to do, even my client complimented me. I felt as though my mom was there congratulating me for some accomplishment I had done. As I listened, I lost that 23 year old girl and became 5 again for a split second. I bit my lip and looked down cause well I wanted to smile so bad and I felt so much joy but you can't hide happiness for too long and it crept out. I was so amazed at how I felt and realized that I had a break through and actually acknowledged that I did something good. I NEVER do that and you know what, it felt good to give myself a pat on the back. I felt 5 again and I would like to feel that again:)

Cheers to being 5

Happy Birthday RiRi

Girl you better work it. That hat is the business and I swear I'm gonna have to cop one for Halloween so I can be the queen. Oh wait I better keep that to myself. I don't want her to eat me or better yet hit me with those socker knockers of hers. Snap for the kids!
Oh and her BF, Catfish Slick Willy came along for the PAR-TAAAYYYY, HEY HEY.

Akon's a diva!

I had the beautiful opportunity, lol to be hospitality manager for our spring concert Groovin on the Grounds and was able to work 16 hours and make sure that the artists were comfortable and had everything they needed in order to perform. From worrying about catering to outlandish lists, I learned alot in one day. The day wouldn't have been bearable if not for my volunteers who I came close to quick and cracked me up from start to finish. Ok so on to Akon(AKORn, to us), he's a diva. I mean I had to drive to 3 stores just to find some mango altoids, wth and bing cherries, dude cherries are a summertime fruit. Anywho the best part, well one of the best parts was running in the secret tunnel to get him and his crew and escort them to their rooms. Talking about an adrenaline run!! I think I can work for the secret service now.

The weirdest thing was how he walked in with one of his wives, concubines, gf, G1, or some random chick, not sure what she was. She thought she was hot shit (Ryann can back me up) with her dollar store gloss and hooker white shoes. Should have took a pic. I mean she was holing his arm and he just walked in, eyes straight, ignoring my babies, whatever. I think he coldly said what's up, it was awkward and icy. I also think he blew up in his room when he found that his cherries were canned, dude get over yourself. His crew was ok, his bodyguards, mean, one snapped at me when I said keep the door open when you leave, he's like what? Bastard!!

As for the show it was actually decent. I mean he gave a good show, wasted fiji and tiger water on the audience and jumped a few times into the audience. He's a fool but I laughed and he made me look. Oh and he lip-synched the entire set.

Afterwards his crew came back and weren't that bad and actually thanked us for our hospitality and that we got them a juicer and blender. It's called Southern Hospitality and we do it right. I am really proud of everyone apart of the group and felt like i earned some imaginary stripes and stars lol. I took a moment on the balcony of the union to take it all in and realized what I had done while AKON performed. It takes alot to get them on that stage, and I played a major point. Also groupie action is no joke, IT'S REAL and major as one chick who came back to the rooms said to the tour manager, "I have my id, ya'll can do anything to me." Alrighty then and she's a student, what an idiot. As one of my kids said, Akon gonna bang and throw that back OUT Bi**hhhhh!!! I fell out, tired and all and then he asked her how she was doing as we all gave her judgmental stares, classic moment

Euphoria came when his crew finally left the rooms after midnight, for we all raided it and took EVERYTHING!! I left with 2 pizzas, gatorade and some chips. I'm in grad school, feel sorry for me. I'm just glad my kids got something after all their hardwork. I am exhausted, somehow made it to church at 8am, and am finishing up my project for a class this week. I'm on beast mode but need to sleep asap!

Check out some explanation pics below!



It's ALL MINE!!!




Pic taken after midnight sometime, I was too tired to hold anything. Everyone smiled except me. I wanna be a thug lol!



Make due with your resources, don't judge a freshman!!!!

October's Own

If this dude came into one of my sessions or was in one of my classes, my goodness it would be ON!!!!



His name is Drake, he's a fantastic artist and I want him lol!!!!

Patience my little one..

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh,
I wish I knew how to chill seriously! These past few weeks have been killer, ultra-worrisome, filled with stress. I HATE WAITING...I have no control, I can't factor into the what if, all I can do is wait and that makes me uncomfortable, vulnerable and overall, anxious. What if the worse case scenario occurs in a situation, what then? I know I can't control everything but I want things to work out. I wander will things work out, to many things factor into this situation and I pray that they don't fail me now. I'm gonna drive myself insane if I don't learn how to let go and just live in the moment, and make it one day at a time....