Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Patience my little one..

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh,
I wish I knew how to chill seriously! These past few weeks have been killer, ultra-worrisome, filled with stress. I HATE WAITING...I have no control, I can't factor into the what if, all I can do is wait and that makes me uncomfortable, vulnerable and overall, anxious. What if the worse case scenario occurs in a situation, what then? I know I can't control everything but I want things to work out. I wander will things work out, to many things factor into this situation and I pray that they don't fail me now. I'm gonna drive myself insane if I don't learn how to let go and just live in the moment, and make it one day at a time....

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