Be my mother lover...Happy Mother's Day Mom

And the angels in heaven wept...

I'm so confused, like why. Not only did angels cry but doves as well. Prince wants his swag back riri.

Man senior year memories, I swear this is how we survived...

Dang, that's just too real for a Monday...

I've been slacking.... but it's May 1st!!!!

Oh boy, it's been waaayyyyyy too long since I've made a post and since it's May I decided to start anew and slightly update my life on here. Hmmm let's see what have I learned this last month. Well first I've learned how much patience and growth I have gained this year. I never knew the strength that I had till this past month of HELL from the devil himself but of course I have let people's ignorance roll off my back and have kept it moving. I can't believe that in a few days, I will have officially completed my first year of grad school. Just a year ago I was preparing for my 3 graduations I had to attend, yeah 3 and now I'm attending the same ones as a supporter. I think that will be bittersweet. I may shed a tear of joy for the people graduating this year for they mean the world to many and that's saying alot, gosh I'm getting all sentimental on here. Also in 22 days I will be in Austin, ahhh get excited!!!!! I will be interning in the day and camp counseling in the afternoon. Im so ready to see my babies this summer, so ecstatic. They will have the best counselor and I can't wait to hear their stories of the past year and the girl making me wear pig tails everyday and the boys making me make them pirate hats. Let's just say I can be a camp fashionista. I will have pics posted this summer for its only fair. Since I'm talking about endings and beginnings, I must say that I am going to sorely miss some good friends this summer that I have made in my cohort. My life would be lost without Chris, Ryann, and Alicia. I have no idea what I would do without them and you all mean alot and I don't let everyone in my circle, so yes you are welcome:) I also would like to thank the big JC for letting things work out as they have. It's weird how for some reason I always have to have it the hard way but it works out for my good in the end. I don't like it but it makes me more appreciative for the blessings around me. Well I will have a part two to this post but I gotta tutor, then outline my paper and then Wolverine, I'm hoping still. I'm at peace and will try not to panic when I don't understand what the heck Baxter Magolda is saying.
Till next time folks! Stay classy:)

For a quick moment I was 5 again....

Ok so tonight in class I had a special moment happen for me. I had a great role playing/therapy session and well I was overly praised by my professor and classmates. It was so weird, I mean I didn't know what to do, even my client complimented me. I felt as though my mom was there congratulating me for some accomplishment I had done. As I listened, I lost that 23 year old girl and became 5 again for a split second. I bit my lip and looked down cause well I wanted to smile so bad and I felt so much joy but you can't hide happiness for too long and it crept out. I was so amazed at how I felt and realized that I had a break through and actually acknowledged that I did something good. I NEVER do that and you know what, it felt good to give myself a pat on the back. I felt 5 again and I would like to feel that again:)

Cheers to being 5

Happy Birthday RiRi

Girl you better work it. That hat is the business and I swear I'm gonna have to cop one for Halloween so I can be the queen. Oh wait I better keep that to myself. I don't want her to eat me or better yet hit me with those socker knockers of hers. Snap for the kids!
Oh and her BF, Catfish Slick Willy came along for the PAR-TAAAYYYY, HEY HEY.

Akon's a diva!

I had the beautiful opportunity, lol to be hospitality manager for our spring concert Groovin on the Grounds and was able to work 16 hours and make sure that the artists were comfortable and had everything they needed in order to perform. From worrying about catering to outlandish lists, I learned alot in one day. The day wouldn't have been bearable if not for my volunteers who I came close to quick and cracked me up from start to finish. Ok so on to Akon(AKORn, to us), he's a diva. I mean I had to drive to 3 stores just to find some mango altoids, wth and bing cherries, dude cherries are a summertime fruit. Anywho the best part, well one of the best parts was running in the secret tunnel to get him and his crew and escort them to their rooms. Talking about an adrenaline run!! I think I can work for the secret service now.

The weirdest thing was how he walked in with one of his wives, concubines, gf, G1, or some random chick, not sure what she was. She thought she was hot shit (Ryann can back me up) with her dollar store gloss and hooker white shoes. Should have took a pic. I mean she was holing his arm and he just walked in, eyes straight, ignoring my babies, whatever. I think he coldly said what's up, it was awkward and icy. I also think he blew up in his room when he found that his cherries were canned, dude get over yourself. His crew was ok, his bodyguards, mean, one snapped at me when I said keep the door open when you leave, he's like what? Bastard!!

As for the show it was actually decent. I mean he gave a good show, wasted fiji and tiger water on the audience and jumped a few times into the audience. He's a fool but I laughed and he made me look. Oh and he lip-synched the entire set.

Afterwards his crew came back and weren't that bad and actually thanked us for our hospitality and that we got them a juicer and blender. It's called Southern Hospitality and we do it right. I am really proud of everyone apart of the group and felt like i earned some imaginary stripes and stars lol. I took a moment on the balcony of the union to take it all in and realized what I had done while AKON performed. It takes alot to get them on that stage, and I played a major point. Also groupie action is no joke, IT'S REAL and major as one chick who came back to the rooms said to the tour manager, "I have my id, ya'll can do anything to me." Alrighty then and she's a student, what an idiot. As one of my kids said, Akon gonna bang and throw that back OUT Bi**hhhhh!!! I fell out, tired and all and then he asked her how she was doing as we all gave her judgmental stares, classic moment

Euphoria came when his crew finally left the rooms after midnight, for we all raided it and took EVERYTHING!! I left with 2 pizzas, gatorade and some chips. I'm in grad school, feel sorry for me. I'm just glad my kids got something after all their hardwork. I am exhausted, somehow made it to church at 8am, and am finishing up my project for a class this week. I'm on beast mode but need to sleep asap!

Check out some explanation pics below!



It's ALL MINE!!!




Pic taken after midnight sometime, I was too tired to hold anything. Everyone smiled except me. I wanna be a thug lol!



Make due with your resources, don't judge a freshman!!!!